April 2nd, 2004

Subject: -.- Time: 12:04 pm Current Mood: annoyed

I think something is being polted against me. I can feel it, its close to me. Very close. Its like some one or some ones are watching me planning something. It must be my nerves... I've been really stressed out lately. The babies maybe cute but damn... do they ever sleep? Only when I'm awake... then when I try to sleep... they scream. Ive also been addicted to carrots lately. Remi made me start eatting them and I can't stop. O.0 I even took some to practice with me. Atobe didn't seem to notice... then again he diesn't seem to notice anything now a days. Every one just seems so depressed now a days. Except the freak, who stays delightfully cheery after he ruins every ones lives. Yes Jiroh your a freak. I don't care if I use that word against you too much... oh yeah and I want my pants back.

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March 9th, 2004

Subject: .... wow Time: 10:52 am Current Mood: tired

Do you want to know what an angel is? An angel is 7 pound 3 ounces. An angel is a full head of orange hair. An angel can fit with her head in my hand and her feet at my elbow. an angel is Chigusa born March 8 at 8:45 pm. And i'm dead tired... -.- Remi was in labor for ever. Hours and Hours... Jiroh and I sat in that ugly ass room for about 10 hours cause the bitch didn't want us in there... I didn't know why at first. I think I was more calm then usual, I only broke three of the hospital's windows, well 3 before Jiroh hit the ground and 6 afterwards. Well after all that waiting, the nurse came out.. and we went in. Heres where Jiroh was less calm then I was. Remi was laying there, tired, I would imagen so, she just gave birth.. and then the nurse handed me a baby. It wasn't Chigusa... It was another girl. Her twin... OMFG!!!!!!!!!! Theres two of them... I would have passed out right there if I handen't been holding the thing. Then Remi said something, I wasn't paying attention.. but what ever it was it set Jiroh off. like a bottle rocket. Shit I have to go..

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March 1st, 2004

Subject: WTF Time: 12:39 am Current Mood: pissed off

Something needs to happen like quick. I need to get caller Id, a new phone number, a shot gun something. He keeps calling my house, leaving dirty messages. At first I thought they were for Remi, which is still sick but hey, at least its not me. Then he said my name... I though she was going to go through the floor. Let's get a couple things straight: first, I am not your UKE! SO don't call me that! You are not my SEME! SO stop calling yourself that! Stop writing your name on my arm with a marker during practice! DOn't glomp me in the hall way, or any time for that matter. Don't comment on my ass... EVER! Don't try to write your name on my ass while I'm in the shower! Don't come over to my house expecting something. Don't call me expecting something. Don't try and black mail me into going over to your house. DON'T try to force me to eat packets of suger. (yes I know they arn't suger) Do NOT insult my boyfriend around me, or depict what you are going to do with his insides, OR tell me what you do with your insides. DO NOT give me name phone number or address out to your costumers. DO NOT give Chotaroh's name phone number or address out to your costumers. DO NOT give Atobe's name phone number or address out to your costumers. To mkae it short don't give anyone's name phone number or address out to your costumers. I would go on but I have dinner to cook!

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February 13th, 2004

Subject: ... Time: 08:02 am Current Mood: aggravated

Is there a bulleye on my forehead or something? Did I some where write that I enjoy being hit with blunt objects? Or that I have some un controled desire to have things hurled at me. I don't think so... yet Remi still seems to think I do. >.< I took the liberty to read books about pregnant women. Turns out that everything she's doing is normal. Normal?! We have an over population of women getting pregnant and physicaly injuring any male within a 50 foot radius of them. DOn't worry its normal... grrrrr I realized that The best way to calm myself is to just pay billards. Something about take out your frustration on a tiny little ball, it just makes me feel better. And speaking of said sport, I was in this one place, they had brand new billard tables, the one with the shutes for easy clean up. I had met some random guy there, I don't think i'v ever seen him before. HE was... I don't know pretty. Yeah he was pretty thats the only way to discribe it. I don't usually refer to boys as being pretty but there is no other way to discribe him. And to my surprise, cause I don't think I was in a good moo that day, he asked to play with me. I wonder who he was? I asked his name, and he just smiled set down his pool cue and left... Like a ghost or something. I wonder if I'll see him again? I hate English. I hate it, Its pointless.. I never want to learn it. How could a whole section of the world talk backwards like that? Its like they don't even know the proper way of placing things. Who in thier right mind would call some one that they just met by thier first name? Yet thats what we have to do in English. We have English first names. I don't even think I'm saying mine right. Or what the hell it means. I could do with out it, English and Math. English, Math, Science, English, Math, Science, History, English, Math, Science, History, and Art.

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January 29th, 2004

Subject: OMFG Time: 09:53 pm Current Mood: sick

Jiroh... I'm going to kick you. And when I'm done I'm going to kick you again. Then I'm going to tie you up to the back of the truck, drive 20 miles until all your libs fall off, duct tape you back together and then take you up on another hit. That was some goos hit what ever the hell it was. And I'll do all this once I stop seeing color trails... and the room stops spinning. No I wont do all that. Thou I do want to know what the hell you did to me. I mean I don't remember anything after: "Hey shishido try this juice" around the third time... o.0 All I know is me and the porciline god are good friends now. I don't think I can come over any time soon though, my sisters didn't take kindly to me coming in the house in my "high like state" as they called it. I didn't think they would actually leave me alone, but they did, leave me alone that is. I slept on the chair in the living room. They did say that if I come in the house like that agian they would: In the words of Rumiko: "I'm going to kill you. And when I'm done I'm going to kill you some more. Then I'm going to tie you up to the back of the truck, drive 20 miles until all your libs fall off, duct tape you back together then give you to Ryoko for cremation" On a good note... The baby which is quiet big and round in the altrasound, is due in April. Head hurts -.-

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January 19th, 2004

Subject: >. Time: 12:02 am Current Mood: chipper

Back home we go... Er... back to where ever I go down there. I really liked it up here. (Except for the whole trapped in ice death cave of doom) I wouldn't mind being up here another week. (If I stayed in doors and not even looked at the snow) In fact I don't think I can ever look at snow the same way again. I got an e-mail... cause for some strange reasons, nobodys phones were working... oh well, I got an E-mail from my sisters. The baby is due in April. And my sisters mangaed to get an apartment... I think it will be a little crowed but hey I'm not complaining. And.. I'm not sure why she did this.. but while I was gone Rumiko got all my papers transfered back to Hyotei! So I never have to see that Hell's gate school again. Is it just me or are people acting really wierd. I mean, I thought vacations are supposed to be relaxing, I don't thing it was ever silent this intire trip. Every one was fighting with every one. Speaking of fighting... Gomen Cho-chan.. I promise never to touch your art set again. I felt kinda guilty for moving all the colors around on you, and not being able to say sorry while I was trying to keep Kouhei from molesting that Seigaku kid. Oh... and also... does anyone know whats wrong with buchou? He lookes like his dog died or something...

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January 5th, 2004

Current Music: Hey look we have a Stereo! Cool! Subject: geh... Time: 10:08 pm Current Mood: confused

Could this house have any more people crammed in it? I swear every school on the island of Japan who has a tennis club is here. Minus may be like two schools... 2 and a half.. 2 and 3/4.. what ever.. And at first I wasn't going to come.. but every one else was going. I mean Hyotei regulars and even my ex-class mates at Johsei were going, so I might as well go too. It was worth it just to see Atobe's face when he came out of his room. He got stuck with Wakato. I remember him from Johsei, has his own fanclub and every thing. (But I bet he's never been laid) I really shouldn't say anything though... My room mate.... He looked ok at first, I mean when I walked in he was there, unpacking I guess. I said Hi. And he said... actually I'm not sure what the hell he said.. I couldn't understand him. And then he started to laugh.. o.0 My kingdom for a mallet right then and there. I saw Ohtori when I managed to escape with my life (but just barely) The house is really huge, Its hard to believe that a Junior High student owns it. Speaking of the Owner... anybody know his name?

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December 30th, 2003

Subject: -.- Time: 12:11 am Current Mood: confused

I'd better make this fast.... cause the library is about to close. Ive been reduced to typing in a public library. Then wandering around the streets for a while. Its only midnight.. I just couldn't stay another day in that sorry excuse for a school. I tried to make the best of it like Ohtori wanted me too, but I can't stand those people. Its like they are on a different planet or something. The boys think they are girls and the girls don't have enough brains in their head to be anything. I'd pic Hyotei any day over that place. I almost got suspended for not waring the proper uniform. Just because I was forced to go there doesn't mean I have to look like them. Plus it wasn't like I was waring street close, the Hyotei uniform was nice, if any one was under dressed there it was every one else.. not me. Not to mention... and I wont ever mention this again... But I really miss all the guys at Hyotei. Even the annoying ones like Jiroh and Taki. I really miss Choutaroh and Gakuto, and even Atobe-san on occasion... not offten but once and a while. Plus every one else... thoudh I have to say I managed to not miss that stupid kid whose name I will not mention ever. -.- I have heard a nasty rumor about him though... floating around up here.. mostly in Johsei, Midoriyama and that Yamabuki place. I'm not sure if its true but hey... I wouldn't be surprised. I called Remi from a pay phone. It won't be long now. I baby is getting big she says, and Jiroh has really stepped up. I guess thats nice to hear. Every one has gotten over the shock of it all, and my aunt has stopped talking about it. Mostly cause I called her a stupid bitch and told her she needed to shut her mouth before I shut it for her. I was pissed off if you couldn't tell. I did manage to make one... "friend" if I want to call him that. Kouhei. I think that might be the only reason I didn't leave the first day. He is a little strange but he was there when I needed him. Thats a lot more to say then for a lot of people. I even stayed over at his house.. Ah well the library is closing.. I might as well get a move on... I think i can make it to Choutaroh's house be for dawn. If I run...

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December 22nd, 2003

Subject: thats it I'm moving to sparta Time: 11:39 pm Current Mood: aggravated

My aunt it really to kill me, she just got a note from the school saying they would suspend me if I didn't come to school with the proper uniform on. I guess they got a little annoyed with me warring my old Hyotei uniform every day. I just can not get used to that school. Its like moving to another country or planet. I'm afraid to do anything in that school. And now... one of the Johsei regulars is talking to me in the halls. I thought if I avioded gym all together that they wouldn't be able to find me. But he.. er she er it found me alright. He always has this demonic smile on his face and he calles me "shishi-chan" he kind of reminds me of a fe-male esk version of Taki... thou I can't stand Taki for long periods of time.. I don't know about this kid. I'm sooooooo getting out of here, If I have to hitchhike back down there and sleep on a park bench all night I will ditch this place... -.- I need to sleep on it

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December 14th, 2003

Subject: ... I hate.... Josei Time: 09:26 pm Current Mood: angry

Just looking at that infernal school makes me sick. Everything about it screams freak. The building, the uniforms.. the students are like drones... mindless puppets controled by some unseen force. Ok so my Aunt took me to look at the school today. (I moved on Saturday) of course the school was closed but the head master was oh so glad to show me around... the freak... He reminds me of a child molester. He talked to me about what I liked to do and what was on my transcriptes. He said they had a good tennis team... *twitch* I don't play tennis... at least thats what I told him. Just walking around that place gave me chills. Its so average... yet creepy at the same time. I think i'm going to die... just fall over and die the first day of class. I think I'm going to piss every one off by waring my old Hyotei uniform. that sounds like a plan.

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December 3rd, 2003

Subject: -.- Time: 09:39 am Current Mood: bitchy

Might as well come out and say it. My parents have desided to move you my punishement to this week and not next. My aunt is coming to pic me up after school on Friday and I will start school at Josei on Monday. Even with much protesting from Remi, Rumiko and a lack of protesting from The twins... and wailing from Ryoko. I need to go and tell all my teachers, and my coaches.... and I'm just going to quit tennis when I get there.. its not worth playing with all of those sissys... Yeah So... I have to go start getting my shit together.

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November 19th, 2003

Subject: wow Time: 09:00 pm Current Mood: crazy

Who knew that things can blow up if you leave them to long in the mircowave. Like pot pies, leftover yakatori, mayo jars, packages of pocky, cans of soda, ice cubes, tin foil, hot dogs, jelly doughnuts, a container of Won Ton soup, eggs (yes still in the shells), yogart, tostadas, (well they kind of catch on fire), a bag of cookies, a bag of chips, potatos, role of tape, pasta sauce, peanut butter, a bottle of perfume, lipstick (no wait that just melted) box of crayons (those melted them expolded) and a slice of cheese, ... yeah I'm still scraping from that last one. So I thought I would try cooking. Some lady off the TV said that when she is pissed off, she cooks something and it calms her down. It really works, I'm perfectly calm now. My dad on the other hand is going to kill me when he see's all the stuff I tried to stuff down the garbage disposal. I thought Ryoko was going to have a heart attack when she saw me in there. She just had to run and get her camera. I swear if any of those pictures get out.. I'm leaving the country. So I ended up using the entire contents of the kitchen, as well as 6 or 7 trips to the store, and mangaed to make dinner. Which I think was pretty damn good. Not to mention it took my mind off of other things. I need to write to that lady...

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November 13th, 2003

Subject: oh yeah feel it Time: 08:02 pm Current Mood: accomplished

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November 5th, 2003

Subject: You are so stupid Time: 09:21 pm Current Mood: infuriated

"stay out of it," "you don't love your sister" I don't love my sister? What the Hell?! What the HELL do you know?! If I don't love my sister then who does? Who carried her into the hospital, because the pain was so bad she couldn't walk in herself? Who stayed up with her all night long because she kept throwing up? Who was her human punching bag the frist 3 weeks she found out she was pregnant? Who the hell convinced my parents to not force her to get and fucking Abortion! Who the hell are you people to judge the love I have for my sisters. When you know nothing. I have reasons for not liking my sisters, reasons you can't fathom. But thats no reason to accuse me of not loving them. I love my sisters and who ever thinks other wise can fuck off! (gomen...........)

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November 2nd, 2003

Subject: *twitch* Time: 09:22 pm Current Mood: aggravated

Oh My God. The fat bitch is pregnant. As in there is a little demon baby in her. A little demonic clone. Another one of them... My GOD. I'm still trying to get over the fact that Jiroh and my sister... ehhhhhhhhh....... ewwwwwww. And now... my god. I went to look it up, acording to "My mother and Me" by some all high and mighty doctor person, that she will get even more bitchy then be for. Can she get any more bitchy? Not to mention she has developt he right hook as well, she practiced it on me. I'm out of bandaids so I'll have to borrow some from some one else. Speacking of such things... I'd better not see you around again! Yeah you know who you are! I will take must pleasure in your demise... and next time I wont be so gentle! Keep your hands to your self or I will remove all temptation from your body.. yes I mean your hands!

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October 27th, 2003

Subject: o.o Time: 10:17 pm Current Mood: annoyed

I found out this week end that blue eyeshadow really brings out my eyes... and on the Mary Kay color chart, I'm a Winter. a.. WINTER. And all this time I thought I was a spring. *twitch* I had plenty of time to think about it... once I escaped and safly hid in a closet for the rest of the week end. Well might as well tell the whole damed story: My idiot parents thought it would be a good (heh) good idea for some family bonding over the week end. So in their stupidness, They took me out of school and put me in a car with the demonic 5, drove up to the middle of hell some where in the mountains and left me there. No phone, not escape, no way to protect myself. First they tied me to a chair, and thought it would be fun... FUN to play with my hair and yes.. Mary Kay was not my friend. Then after narrowly escaping with my life and minor shreds of pride and hid out in the bash room. This only worked for like 3 seconds cause my stupid fat sister Remi had to go throw up her breakfast again. So they found me. Then (yes it gets worse) my sisters think it would be a good idea to dye all of our hair blonde with some shit she found under the sink. Of course they would try it out on ME first. Thats how I ended up in the closet, and there I stayed for 2 days. I thought I was going to die. I am never NEVER going home again!

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October 22nd, 2003

Subject: god.... Time: 10:46 pm Current Mood: bitchy

My sister MUST be fat. She's trying to throw up her breakfast now. I told her that doing that will only make her MORE ugly, but she just glared and threw the shampoo bottle at me. What ever. AND I swear if that stupid whore of a sister of mine comes to pick me up one more time I'm going to set her CAR on fire! Oh and.... Ohtori.. heh can I talk to you later... I have some thing I want to ask.. er clear up... ok? Oh yeah my arm is healing so every one can like relax.. damn I'm not going to die from it, its not even my playing hand. I don't think tennis is going to kill me either.. though I know a couple of you wish it would. Just keep in mind I'll kill you first! Muhahahahha Oh and if anyone remembers what the English homework was, could you tell me? I wasn't paying attention...

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October 16th, 2003

Current Music: Summer Time - SMTown Subject: grrrrrr Time: 09:22 pm Current Mood: bitchy

Damn the demonic 5. I was forced... FORCED to go home today, and no I don't mean back to the dorms. The stupid nurse called, CALLED the demonic 5 adn Rumiko came to school to pick me up. She DROVE! I didn't think any of them were able to drive. Cause then every person on the road would be dead. Then, THEN Remi... the stupid whore thought it would be fun to once again play with my hair. MY HAIR. No one plays with my hair! She told me I was just whining about it. Any person who has met my sisters know that they are the spawns of the devil and should all be taken out and shot! Not to mention I had to run back to school to keep from missing practice. I can't miss out on that match this week end. We are going up against St. Rudy! this is going to be to easy. Even with my arm all screwed up like it is. No thanks to the demonic 5 known as my sisters.. Remi by the way has been getting fat. Yes I can say that cause shes the spawn of hell. She has been getting fatter and fatter. If she gets any fatter.. which I know she will I will be the one stuck wheeling her around!

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October 6th, 2003

Subject: CoLd As HeLl! Time: 09:23 pm Current Mood: bitchy

Its cold as hell out side... And yet... People have to wear sunglasses... cause its sooooo damn sunny... I will never understand why some one would need to wear a heavy overcoat and sun glasses at the same time... My arm hurts like hell... but thats what I get for getting run over... stupid driver should have been watching the road! I still haven't told Otori yet... he gets all teary eyed and shit when every stuff like this happens.. and he had tennis clean up this week... that hell enough alone.. What I don't understand is Atobe-san's sudden put up with me... hey what ever... Oh yeah by the way Happy Bithday again Atobe... but what do I care... Oh yeah and some one has to do something about that stupid moose boy Kabaji... he nearly ran me over in the hall way.. I started to have flash backs...

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September 29th, 2003

Subject: .... Time: 08:58 pm Current Mood: bored

It's My BIRTHDAY! Yeah it's my birthday... SO i expect presents from every one! I already got one from Otori-chan... and Jiroh said something about going out later... to meet people.... what ever the fuck that means... I got a live journal when I saw Gaukto-san messing with his in class... While he was supposed to be doing other things... any ways... I forced Otori-chan to get one too! This way I alway know whats going on... Hospitals suck but at least I get to play in the St. R match coming up... I wouldn't have been able to hanndle it if my Otori-chan was forced to paly with that big dumb balooga Kabaji... really what does Atobe-san see in that guy?! How can he put two brain cells togther... does he even have two brain cells?!?! What Ever....

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